Saturday, September 7, 2013

Active again?

Since my Twitter has no longer 'privacy', i guess i'll start blogging again.

Tuesday, March 20, 2012

Get Suprised ? or Tears Breakdown ? - SPM Results !

tomorrow.. whoahh.. its like the end of the world..
i'm toooo nervous.. and sometimes scared when thinking about tomorrow..
Math is the scariest part.. Ya Allah.. please give me a good result..
at least no failed subject.. and hopefully more A's..


p/s : can't focus on work.. headache.. ahh doens't matter.. its all about SPM..

Saturday, March 17, 2012

Lumrah Dunia ~ ~

in this world..it is a wajib thing.. no matter where we go
at least one person will hate us and one person will admire us..
yea at least.. not sure if there is two or three.. it depends..

the above statement is to my friends that always meroyan on facebook
saying that Boss berat sebelah lah.. mamat tu benci aku la.. minah tu jeling aku la..
hey its normal.. wanna hear my story ? no ? then go die.. lol haha

i've work already.. since.. ahh forgot already.. nevermind lah..
the tukang masak really hate me since the first day i started work..
i don't know what's the mistake i made because it's the first day..
belum buat apa apa salah pun lagi.. but now she's okay..
she's being nice to me.. BUT.. the person who really kamcing
with me pulak yang baran with me.. and again with no reason..
and one more thing.. a bit shy to say.. a boss's daughter
admire me and always try to get my full name, telephone number
and FB account.. lol.. she even ask me do i still single.. lmao
bukan nak riak but that is lumrah.. no matter how we run away
this thing always happens.. so toksah la nak merungut rungut
lagi macam budak hilang botol susu ye.. naik rimas mata aku
membaca nya.. don't avoid it , but face it.. nuff said..

My Very First Surgery Experince..

err.. not me.. but this cute creature named Manda.. heehee


actually it is a pemandulan surgery.. ooh before i was against
this silly things.. but now i'm doing it ? haha.. i'm doing it
because i love her.. for her own goodness.. i don't want her to suffer any
diseases when pregnant and child die to many times.. and also to stop
the pembiakan of my cats.. tak larat banyak banyak woo..
nak pegi plkn nanti siapa mau jaga.. lagi kesian..

This is the surgery part...


forgot to say.. the cost is 210.. oh wow.. 3 more cats to go..
210 times 3 ? okay tak merasa gaji lah aku ni.. haha but nevermind..
i'm willingly to do that.. janji the kebajikan of my cats terjamin..
gaji tu bukan boleh di bawak ke liang lahad pun.. kan kan..

actually at first.. i'm worried very very much..
i can't focuses on work when thinking of her.. kadang kadang
rasa menyesal pun ada.. mcm nk cancel kan je.. but when
she came back with this face and health.......


......all i can say is Alhamdulillah.. syukur..
so.. the 3 other cats.. better be ready.. your turn is next.. lol

I Miss You... Hitam...


no matter how many times i say i try to forget you.. i can't..
i love you.. i worried about you... why do you choose to hidup bebas instead
of living with full of kasih sayang with me.. but its okay.. i hope Allah
will forever memberi rahmat , rezeki and perlindungan to you..
i always say your name in my doa.. gonna love you till the day i die my dear..

i really miss this moment.. the moment when
one big family eat together..



gonna miss this moment till at the very end of my breath..
really hope we can together again in akhirat.. insyaallah.. :')